Release of our hearts

The present moment is where the past and the future collide, and within a moment there is monumental potential. Thats the mystery of a moment. It's small enough to ignore and big enough to change your life."

What are you doing God?
Somedays I wish I could hear your voice.
Like ''hey man''
Or '' Dude go do that and stop being an idiot''

Rebellion. We live against the culture
We are their warriors when they feel nothing
when they wonder the streets of blackness
Who stands upon the concrete screaming out
You walk the wrong roads
your sight is blackened by deciet

who stands. many sit
wondering why this world is going to pot
literally
Pot seizes lives daily
hipnotizing those whos know no other way
Hiding them in its ghostly shrouds
saying I will cover your sins

They scream for a savior
Bleeding inside out upon these very streets
we dont even care
We whisper lies into each others ears
lies of passivity
of possession

what will this all be in years of trouble
but a burden upon our backs
weighted down with life
screaming to our God to save us
when those who walk beside us bleed for Jesus
Weep for Jesus
Weep for his heart. his passion.

PRAYER

Sometimes I wonder why i am here. Yet I know.
THose who suffer much LOVE much
Bleeding for my Jesus. My Savior.

Fear is the snake in the bushes
waiting to strike at you right when...
you trully see clarity
clarity to move in jesus steps
to take risks.

His word says he did not give us a spirit of fear

THEn why do we wear it as if it were winter and it was a warm cloak

Reality: Its summer. you are dying in that cloak of fear.
Suffocating.

Lord you know what is heading this direction. give me the power to walk your steps.
to be fearless and love fearlessly. past what pain he will throw at me. Past my past.

Guide me in your ways Lord. YOUR ways. pAst mine unto yours.

Pray for my friends.

Eddie who got pistol wiped 3 nights ago afterr standing up to a man with a gun. Said God ''slapped his wrist to let him know not to hang with those people'' yet he lives the same life. God didnt slapp his wrist. he pistol wipped him to save his life. His love is that deep for that kid.

Drew who has begun to get so deep into alcohol and drugs. he blames God for the breakup with his girlfriend. He says he no longer believes in God. He is hiding from the pain. I fear one day he will slip to far inside himself with drugs and will never be able to come back out.

I am standing up for these people. who will join me. We are these peoples saints. those who stand for them before the throne of God.

I just wanna be strong.
in my weaknesses you are strength Jesus